when will i see you again?

dear God
this is what I'm afraid of
love is not a mistake
I am learning that this is open my heart to a man
Is he thy choice for me?
Well, I lived

a weak woman like me trying to live this heavy holiday,
I must toughen up and strong pass through all emotion who churned
STRONG
SMILE
That's my motivation here

when he did not give me the news at all,
no message or other replies,
no greeting in the morning,
I remain patient.
maybe he's got a lot of work there

then I tried to lighten the mood
no matter what in his mind about me who loves him

seem slightly annoying
to always ask you
but that proof of my love to you, dear
I remain loyal here for you
LOYAL

you're still my prince
prince who stoles my heart

is there you miss me?
I'm here in a mournful silence waiting for an answer from you

unfortunately, it was so crazy distance separating us so far
but calm down, I'm still here love you.

Even as I write this, my heart was sad
Where you've been gone during this time?
I'm lonely without your sweet seduction
I need you now baby
yes, now on


When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
not a single word was said
No final kiss to seal anything
I had no idea of the state we were in

I'll keep waiting for you here dear
I love you there

kala rindu bersemi disini

untuk Tuhan
inilah yang kutakutkan tuhan
mencintai bukanlah sebuah kesalahan
inilah aku yang sedang belajar membuka hatiku untuk seorang pria
apakah dia pilihan-Mu untukku?
baiklah, ku jalani

wanita lemah sepertiku berusaha menjalani hari libur yang berat ini,
aku harus tegar dan kuat melewati semua emosi yang bergejolak
KUAT
TERSENYUM
itulah motivasiku disini

disaat dia tak memberiku kabar sedikitpun,
aku tetap bersabar.
mungkin dia punya banyak tugas disana

kemudian aku berusaha mencairkan suasana
tak peduli apapun pikirannya tentangku yang menyayanginya

terkesan sedikit menjengkelkan
untuk selalu menanyaimu
tapi itulah bukti kasihku padamu, sayang
aku tetap setia disini untukmu

kau masih pangeranku
pangeran yang mencuri hatiku

adakah kau disana merindukanku?
aku disini terdiam dalam sendu menanti jawaban darimu

sayang, jarak itu memang begitu gila memisahkan kita sejauh ini
tapi tenanglah, aku tetap disini menyayangimu.

bahkan disaat aku menulis inipun, hatiku sedang sedih
kemana kau slama ini?
aku kesepian tanpa rayuan manismu
aku butuh kau sekarang
ya, sekarang

kapankah aku akan melihatmu lagi?
kau pergi tanpa ucapan selamat tinggal, tanpa satu katapun yang terucap
tanpa ciuman mesra yang menggodaku
aku gak punya ide apa-apa untuk keadaan kita sekarang ini

aku akan tetap menunggumu disini sayang
aku sayang kamu yang disana

Silence is Gold

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the third romantic poem :)

dear my blog.
thanks for your readiness to be always here with me.
there're so many things happened to me in these latest days.
well..
let's start.
today I just want to shed you about my happiest feeling.
hey, i'm serious.


this morning I sit on my job desk.
actually there's a job but not to hard so I can solve it simply ;)
Next, he is my someone special, send me a new poem.
check it out :)

For you, woman, like fair Helen of Troy,

I am woefully sick, like a foolish young boy,

Excitement and anticipation prick my loins,

As I approach the secret place where we will join

I hear the soft tread of your small, dainty feet

As I enter the blooming garden where we shall meet

And among the blossoming flowers and cooing spring doves,

I first catch rapturous sight of you, the one I love

There you stand, girl of silky limbs and shadowy hair,

With teeth so clean and bright, arms so long and bare

My senses are made dead-drunk by your arousing new scent,

The wakened passion demanded to be sated before it can relent

You tempt me, my Venus, with your seductive smile,

Though I know you are a woman pure, without wile?

As you evaluate me with raised eyebrows and playful stare,

Know you the agony of longing you have forced me to bear?

As you stand before me, my desires again to cruelly cheat,

Feel you my same heavy sickness, so painful yet so sweet?

So sweet baby :*
and you man, yeah, I mean you there.
thanks for loving me.
thanks for sending me some of poems.
you make me stronger my boy :) 

Hari ke-4

Perut lapar, o tidak.
Itu bukan keluhan untuk hari ini.
Today's very funny but tiring baby.
Banyak makanan dari Pak Boss yg baek hati :)
aih tene..
senang kalilah kalo kerjanya udah kayak gini.
yah walopun banyak dan setumpuk, tapi kan efeknya terasa juga sampe
ke perut yang cuma sejengkal ini :)
dari mulai teh pagi, snack jelang makan siang, dianterin lgi tuh
nasi kotak untuk kami ber-6.
And you know what?
Dari Garuda book :)
Sedaaap :)

Dan yang paling ku suka hari ini, lemper telur dadar yang wenak reek :)
hahahaa..
enjoy your day in this job training..

Magang hari kedua

Well...
today's the second day.
It's actually same with the day before :)
Hari ini gadak kerjaan, again.
jadi semuanya pada bengong nikmatin wifi yang tak seberapa di kantor ini.
Aku start nulis page ini jam 11.07 AM.
Haha..
Sekarang aku lagi browse potonya cowok-cowok ganteng.
haha.
sekedar menghibur mata, yes I think :)
let's see all handsome boy as my verse.
1. Gaspard Ulliel
Gaspard Ulliel, was born in 25 November 1984, is a French film actor and model. He began appearing in made-for-television films during the late 1990s and early 2000s, and then began to be known as a film actor in France, as well as starring in the title role in the thriller Hannibal Rising.
Look at his eyes, the color is very good. And see his sweet smile :) He is a dimple man, maybe :)

2. Chace Crawford
Christopher Chace Crawford, better known as Chace Crawford, is an American actor. He is known for his portrayal of Nate Archibald on The CW's teen drama television series Gossip Girl.
I like his smile, hmmm :)

3. Alex Watson
Yes he’s Emma Watson’s brother. He’s one of my real idols, his past inspires me on how to live my life better. 

 

Magang di PT PLN(PERSERO) P3BS UPT PEMATANG SIANTAR

Ini hari pertamaku magang.
magang is kind of job training for the second grade students
in my college, yep, as usual.
kami ada satu tim.
sebut saja tim manja namanya.
aku bersama 5 temanku.
kenalin ya..
DLCP, Polin, toq Pings Jonni, Suvander, sama toq Joel.
ternyata magang hari pertama itu nyantai booook :)
kita cuma golek-golek manja di ruang pribadi yang empuk ini.
hah...
makin kayak badak lah sebulan ini :P