Long time no see you, my blog!!

Hello, I hope everything's OK when I come and visit this blog.
http://kartika-del11.blogspot.com/ is mine, that is my blog's link.
I've bookmark it on my browser.
but this noon you know guys, when I click on this   bookmark, I don't see my blog.
Where's my "Fresh Like an Apple"?
This what I open is not mine.
It's not my blog.
Well, it's "info seputar sepakbola"
And I know it's you boys.
This also is you boys "http://holeknowledge.blogspot.com", right?
How could your timeline is shown in my screen when I clicked on my bookmark?
Oh my!!!!
But then I add the friend to my circle in google.
hahaha, first time to add some body else.
OK then, forget it.
Let it flow out or up to you what will be.

Here I want to describe what I'm feeling now.
Still about the young boy, ups, young man.
Yep, he totally successful catch my thinking.
I don't know whether now is my thinking is still true or not about you, yes you!
I don't know why must be like this.
Too much don't know make me dizzy.

I don't know since when and until when I become your secret admire, ups!!

He is still he.
But I've already have a boyfriend.
His name is Anggi and I ♥ Anggi as well.

But in my campus I have another man to tell to you hey.
Actually I like him but I don't him to be mine.
I like to be his,,,, what to say..
I want to be just a comforter for him.

In my campus I nominated as a smart student in English.
Sorry not my want to be selfish but I just want to tell other side of this smartness.

He can't study English as well (he said it to me) and he'd told me so many times about his weakness in English.
For so many times he said also that he wanted me to teach him about English because his midterm result for English got D.
He needs me now maybe :)

And last two nights, Tuesday 3 December, he had a scheduled job as my campus said it "piket kantin".
This started from dinner when we passed in front of the canteen.
He wanted me to teach him about their HW for the next day, English definitely.

Honestly I want say, his smile was so gorgeous as usual and his voice is very bass.
He told to me not so far, or let me say that we're so near then my heart beat fast.
Poor me!!
I've already have a boy friend, right???
But I don't know why if I meet him, I become so SALTING in Bahasa.

Next, he waited me in the entrance hall and then we talked for a while before starting to learn English.
Firstly we only stand up, talk, and laugh :D
Then he bought a sirsak juice and try to offer it to me.
Actually I don't wanna accept it at the first, agak segan :D
"Kakak jijik ya minum punyaku" he said
And next I received it :)

After that we studied, also in entrance hall and sit in the desk.
So many people go and saw at us, and as usual with the same voice "ciiieeeeek" or "eaaaaakkk"

I couldn't warn them but I felt not comfortable too.


Ok, next I taught a little English to him and
aku merasa gak masuk akal dan kayaknya gak bisa konsen.
Jadi ku bilang aja sama dia kalo aku bakalan ngerjainnya di asrama aja.
Dan dia bilang, oh yaudah kak kalo gak bisa konsen.
Kita cerita yang lain aja ya, katanya..
hihihi, si brondong lucu :D
We talked so long from 07.40 PM - 09.00 PM

So in the night I did his HW in my bedroom.
Well done, he got 86 as his friend said to me.
I'm happy!!
:)